>I don’t really have much to say today except one thing that has been bothering me. Examine yourself. Don’t change how you act depending on who you are around. Be true to your self, and your friends for that matter. Be humble and sensitive to others but don’t pull a 180 to be like them or around them. Don’t change how you treat people when others show up either, its just rude ha ha. I am in this same boat.
Here is me speaking to myself, don’t be so sensitive to the way people talk to you or the jokes they make, they may not mean harm, that is just who they are.
On a different note, I just finished reading 1984 by George Orwell and I would strongly recommend that you read it. There is much to be learned about the progression of the utopia we call America. The vision of the world in the book is dark but I can see it coming nearer everyday. It may be an old book but it is entirely captivating and eye-opening.
Salve Veritate 
>You write very well.