>Trust is such a hard issue to tackle sometimes. To trust what someone has told you and that in all circumstances God is with you can be tough. Your own preconcieved notions seem to get in the way of those you love. The love of your life can tell you something but you let your ideas of what you “know” will happen stop you from trusting their word. Even if something bad happens when you finally do trust that person you must always KNOW that the Lord is right by your side, walking through it with you and always loving towards you.
Find your satisfaction and joy in God and all the pain will seem miniscule compared to his saving grace and love.